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Greetings. This week has been rather interesting..

Wednesday, had BA tutorial in lecture hall.
And ya, we had fun.
:)
Oh yessssss, my sis and jiefu is back from their honeymoon.
They bought me a longchamp bag from Paris.And also a minnie mouse from Paris disneyland.
(L)

Had supper with them and also a very long and lame talk with them.
I laughed so hard that I dont feel full although I had a filling dinner, 2 pratas, satays and a cake.
Only managed to sleep at 4, damn tired right now.

Ciao.

Hi, the next 7 pictures were not taken by the owner of the phone.
This are very over-dued pictures.

Before class...






During the long 3+ hours of break...








Before cliquers meeting...












CCN day @ eng school, WOAH.


The mini steamboat for daddy's birthday.
Oh, my dad got a little drunk.


During Stats class...






Off to BA class soon, till then :)

what what what what what?

Time flies and it has been 3 weeks since the start of the semester. Things in school have been going pretty smoothly and fine, not as tough as semester 1 though. Maybe because csa and commskills are out of my timetable :)

This week, I got myself a slippers from newurbanmale, bought something which I have been searching on the net for very long, lost my retainer, managed to understand this week's BA lecture, missed a bus as I was texting a friend, I had chilli crab in a very nice cafe for dinner.

I wanna go shop shop shop.
Dang, I cant upload my pictures in my phone, argh.

Maybe... I will soon make a decision.
Maybe... A decision that I will regret.

But 1 thing I'm sure, I will carry on with life, happily. Although I know, maybe a part of me will be gone, temporary. And I know It's just a little here and there, and there wont be a much different.

It's part and parcel of the life, right?
I will be brave.

But I'm so scared, because I know I've lost some people, some friends, some things in life, for no reason. Yes, no reason, its just poof and its gone the next day. And it dosent feels like the past anymore. I'm really scared..

I will be better tomorrow...

I've concluded so many things recently.

cry..

I feel like I've have lost many things.
And sometimes, I become too numb to everything that I dont feel anything anymore...

I just came back from my sister's wedding dinner and I'm missing her quite abit already. I feel pretty lonely now. I thought today would be a long day, but times just kept running. I intended to wake up earlier than my sister so that I can get myself ready and record her every single actions from the moment she wakes up, moments which the camera men could not capture. Then I'll make something out of it and surprise her as her wedding gift. But well, I did not because I was too tired from previous night chionging of homework. So I was quite sad and all, yeah. 

I shall upload the video of the gatecrush, tea ceremony and all soon. As well as the pictures. I think the video was touching, at least for me. Because it almost make me cry, though I tried not to. Then I cried a hell lot at home just now.

Anyway, jiejie shall have all my blessings. I will miss your accompaniment and the suppers with desmond!
:)

Hi.

I love my psychology tutorial. People there are great, really. We have already formed our project groups, I'm waiting for the first project already.

Anyway, I did manicure today with my sister. I think my nails are superb pretty. Heeheehee... It cost my sister a boomz boomz boomz. Like, $180 something!

Okay, here is something very retarded. I tried my sis's wedding can-can gown(?)skirt(?) whatever...
Then the ribbon on my head is supposed to be tied to the waist for my gown.



Bye bye.

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo...

So... I starved for the whole morning and afternoon, then had a feast with baby and his friend at TP nearby coffee shop. Then I was too full, and so I suggested to take cab.

Crossing my fingers and praying that my request for changing my CDS tutorial class is successful.
I feel excited, and at the same time, scared for tomorrow's psychology tutorial because I totally dont know anyone from there!

Okay!
I'm off to watch jap comedy!
:D

Ps: I dont feel horny, just find it cute. Hahaha..

Hi hi hi hi hi.

I think school is getting, funnier. My MacrEcons lectuere today was so hilarious. Then intended to have lunch first with my class before heading for facial, but I didnt want to let baby wait for me to finish facial, so I sacrifised my lunch and went for facial straight. Then I ended up waited 40 mins for baby's lesson to end, big sacrifise right? Considering I didnt had anything at all since the starting of the day and my stomach was growling and I was snoring away when I was having facial. Anyway, the main point is, I made a big sacrifise for baby, and he went to wet my cheeks with my saliva. D:

Anyway anyway anyway, I feel like I've got many many many things to tell baby, but somehow I couldn't recall and I feel damn, corked up and stucked up. Okay anyway, I'm happy. Nothing is bothering me, or rather I dont wanna bother.

Go go go huibing!

First day of school has been pretty easy and relaxing, is this a sign of a easy and relaxing sem too? (: Psychology as my CDS is cool and interesting! Although I have only touched chapters 1 and 2. I'm damn looking forward to school now, I know it is still early to say that. But compared to first sem, this sem is so so so much better without having to worry about commskills and CSA, yes, I have to say that again, yes, no commskills and CSA. So far the teachers I've met are cheerful and friendly :D

Anyway, I need to go shopping, like seriously!
KAIXIN! Faster pack your wardrobe and we go shopping again okay! Because I've already tidied mine eons ago.

Somebody is missing me, I just sneezed 3 times.

Good, tomorrow I end school at 1, prolly have lunch with baby, go for facial and meet baby again after his class ends.
And probably I will request to change my psychology tut class to be the same as baby.
I miss jamesongjunxiong :(

Yayyy! School at 11 tomorrow! :D

Happy 14Month Love. Time flies and we've been through many rocky paths, many. Love you.

Night Safari, halloween.


















More pictures from malaysia wedding dinner. Lazy to upload everything.

My timetable is so cool! Good thing is that I have 4 days which start off with lectures, then I dont have to worry about being late or what so ever. Plus I end earliest at 1pm on wednesday. And yayyy! I got psychology as my CDs! :D Baby also, but guess he dosent like it... /: The bad thing is my school ends at 7pm lastest. And got to be school at 9am on monday and friday /: But never mind, I'm gonna be a nerd now and score as high gpa as possible to pull up my presvious sem's gpa D;

Work has been tiring, good and interesting.
Looking forward to school, though first day I gotta be in school at 9.
Pretty sad because me and baby only starts school together on tuesday and end  at the same time on friday. But it is a good thing I guess, something that we can look forward to seeing each other once in awhile before, after and maybe in between school.

Bye bye.

Shit, I forget what I wanted to post.

Anyway, this week will be quite exciting, I hope.
I've been complaining about spending my holidays aimlessly, now I take back my words. Because I enjoyed the days with baby without having to rush for anything and did our stuffs at a very slow pace. I also enjoyed days which I spent alone.

Now that school is reopening, I'm starting to feel afraid to be late for the first lesson of the day, especially tutorials. Because I think I kinda have the phobia already -.- i was late many times for the first few weeks of school. But I'm excited because there wouldn't be anymore commskills and CSA! Plus I can skip Org Beh and Macroecons lectures because I can get notes from baby, heeheehee... Plus there will be marketing, excitinggg!

I'm happy to meet baby again on monday after not seeing him for almost a week.
I'm happy to attend the grooming workshop on tuesday.
I'm happy to help my mum work again.
I'm happy to celebrate our 14 months on friday at night safari!
I'm happy to give the wedding invitations with my family on saturday.
I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy.


Do I really look like a secondary 1 kid? 

So I've wasted my day today not eating and let my gastric juice takes over my stomach.
Baby supposed to send me breakfast and play badminton, but ya...
This upcoming days will be tiring. Good luck to me.

I feel so numb to everything. Like, I dont feel or react excited, surprised or happy to things easily, maybe except my sister's wedding which I'm quite looking forward to. I feel so complicated. I have changed, people around me have also changed. I dont like this, I hate this. I have no energy to catch up with people or to tell them anything anymore, because I'm tired.